Weekend

Sometimes I feel very thankful with what I have-- my family has been very supportive with what I’m doing, got a decent job with plenty of room for individual development, several groups of friends that I can rely on and turn to when I encounter problem, and of course finally the most important thing in my life-- God has provided me the best wife in the world.

For some reasons, I felt pretty relax staying at home last weekend, although I spent most of the time doing some work. But I still felt very cozy and warm, realizing what God has granted us, it’s all by grace, I have to proclaim.

Sadly, I have to admit that I’ve not been committing much with God’s ministry since I came to the Netherlands. Indeed, I could give you millions of convincing reason why I’m not involved in any of the church activities. But deep in my heart I know that I’m not ready to commit yet, not even to participate in a prayer meeting. I just lost the spirit and passion that I used to have. I no longer have any vision or mission.

Perhaps what I need is patience, hold back and wait for the perfect timing. God will make a way. I shall keep praying...