Hai yaya
Hai yaya, I am exactly like the picture shown here. Super tired and exhausted. Still in the office now doing my work, and most likely have to come back on weekends to continue :-(... At times, I really do feel my work is meaningless...I better spend my time sleeping or resting or something else. But no matter how I complain, here I am still doing the work. It is like a never ending meaningless circle. I do question my work at times, do I really belong here?...I can be really paranoid about this because till now I am still not sure what I really want to do. Being good at what I do doesn't help, I don't feel the satisfaction or need ...I do hope God will guide me and show me the way. I want to be sure in my heart this is what You want and not my selfless means.
~totoro~
posted by Ming at 9:03 PM
2 Comments:
Being good in what you do doesnt make you satisfied?
You prefer "happy but not good with what you are doing"?
Well of course, everyone likes "happy with what they are doing and good in it".
So God wants us to be "happy" or "good"? I'm confused too
my friend :) you are one of the friends that i have that i really admire :) you believe in what you believe, and you work hard for that. more importantly you are honest to people (well, at least you are not doing anything that harm other ppl)...
i guess you are finishing your phd now, and that's why you are soo busy. believe me, once you past that state, it is like a blue clear sky with some fresh hair that will shoot your highness to highest :D ha ha ha ha ha
so, look forwards to that... it is the ultimate drug ha haa hha
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