Standing in A CrossRoad....
Time seriously files, I'm now at the final year of my PhD......Have been struggling and searching for job for the past 2 months. Went for 2 interviews so far ( Deutche Bank and Procter & Gamble) and going for the 3rd (KPMG) this Thursday.
Yes, indeed, i have no idea whether i want to be a banker, finance analyst or scientist. Deep in my heart, i know i want to try something else; on the other hand, I've spent most of my life in Science (well, nothing compare to a real scientist)
My real struggle is: What does God want me to do? What's next after my doctorate that can relate to God? I cant think of any I'm afraid at the moment --- perhaps a Youth Pastor-- well stop it !!!
Reminiscing the path that i've gone through until now, i seriously have faith in God that He will provide what i need and guide me through the best route. However, at this moment it is not only my route, is about us--- my beloved girlfriend and I.
I can't foresee myself finding a job in Holland to be frank (unless I apply to Shell), for this is one of the greatest challenge that God wants us to overcome together i supposed.
So far, i haven't asked brothers and sisters to pray for my interviews --- what i need is prayer for direction, i don't even care whether i will get the job on Thursday.
Will I end up staying in London? Who knows....
posted by Ming at 6:18 PM
7 Comments:
I'm in the same boat as you, and I'm only getting my BA at weeks end and have no direction in life. I would probably be going crazy if I was you
Who are you if you dont mind i ask?
I dont want to spend the rest of my life in banking...but i dont want to spend the rest of my life in science either.... what a dilemma situation...
My dear friend :) you will be fine. You are one smart-ass (pardon me with this cause I just want to stress that you are intelligent). No matter which direction you take, you are blessed and you will be fine. I guess, you need to really decide with your heart... instead of your head. Ha ha ha ha ha sound philosophical doesn't it? But, maybe it is just bull-sxxt :P
Anyway, stay happy and take it easy! Sometimes, I feel that you have too much in your head.
Hey..nice to hear from you Nian.
Well..i'm not as smart as you la.
You're right though, i will have to follow my heart. I believe when time comes, i will know what to choose, hopefully.
i think it's really difficult 2 decide what 2 do, becoz...i'm somtimes a lil bit afraid...wen i'm older, i'll need 2 hav my own job....and i dunno what 2 be, and whether my salary will be high enuf 2 pay 4 my dairly resources.... *sigh*..so difficult.
btw, i'm cherry
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